ha, i think it's really funny that i have no information about me available on this profile. I find it so funny that i was much more cautionary and just adamant about sharing my info with the public when i was younger or not even, just a few years ago, and yet, i actually put more info online now. I was actually thinking about filling in perhaps what my favorite movie or book was, but part of me still enjoys that disconnect, like it's not real. I think if i put my info up like that then i would feel like i am suddenly attached and no longer just saying my thoughts but somehow having to live up to some perception of who i am based on my likes or dislikes... I am very happy in knowing that people cannot follow or just look up what my life is about. I miss the easy access to seeing what everyone is up to, but it kind of just reminds me that if i really want to know or if they really want me to know, then there are alternative forms of communication and those tools can be used and implemented should an individual choose to contact me...

I think i'm also depressed cuz i have to see certain people online and sometimes the news that attaches with them isn't so pleasant...disappointment in reality is really getting me upset...I haven't felt so glum like this in so long... =/ ...i know exactly what i need which is to see the person and just have a hang out session but it's not realistic.. i need to figure out my life and see where things are going...even if i don't like my reality, i have to still be realistic and make some decisions..